Not feeling quite as kicked in the teeth today. Certainly not going to cry - at least, I don't plan to ( Read more... )

I'm just going to give up entirely. I have tried to surrender before and I'm really not a good quitter, but I just don't know how to do this right so I'm just going to not do it. I'm just going to forgo getting my feelings hurt by not putting them out there and just avoiding having them altogether.

I asked for a straight answer after expressing my frustrations and got a, "well, I don't know my own feelings. I really need to sort out some past events," and then when pressed, "At present, I just think of you as a friend." Blah blah blah - complimentary friend stuff ( Read more... )